yek ensan ba 1000 ta chehreye motefavet mesle hame... be ghole siavash: MA hamamun mesle hamim sobha ke az khab pa mishim neghab be surat mizanim yeki moalem misheo yeki mishe khunebedush yeki taranesaz mishe yeki mishe ghazalfurush kohne neghabe zendegi ta shab ru surathaye mast geryehaye poshte neghab mesle hamishe bisedast.... yek ruz mehrabunam yek ruz badjens vase yeki dust vase yeki doshman shayad ýek ruz daste ye gharibaro begiram na az soghut nejat bedam shayadam yek ruz yek ashenaro be soghut vadar konam yek ruz be fekre khodamam yek ruz be fekre ensan budan mesle hame yek ruz sheer minevisam ketab mikhunam yek ruz ketab misuzunam be shaer mikhandam yek ruz pake pak va bigonah mesle ye fereshte ke az behesht umade ye ruz mesle sheytan ke hamishe tu jahanam zendegi karde khodam nafahmidam kiam nemitunaM BEGam mehrabunam chon hamishe nistam nemitunam begam duste khubiam chon hamishe nistam nemitunam begam dustdashtaniam chon hamishe nistam khodamam hanuz nafahmidam kudume in neghaba neghabe asliye mane!!! kudum manam kudum yek sheytan va kudum yek fereshteh?

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fekr konam inja ke vasat minevisam hade aghal vaght mikoni ke bekhunish are miduni ke khdoeto migam miduniam ke cheghadr khasteam cheghadram shakiam cheghadram tanham nemituni ye kari bokoni kle bargarde??
khahesh mikonam ye  mojeze tu zendegim baram biar ye mojezeye vagheyi ye mojezeye khub ke zendegimo taghir bede

mamanamam mige pahamo khub kon bipoolam hast pool behesh bede narahatam hast khune ham nadare kheyliam negarane mane albaate jomleye akharo khodam goftam ke khdoesham alan goft hahaha

are khoda joon kheyli shakiam khodetam miduniiii cheghad delam gerefteee az hamechio hameja khasteam khahesh mikonam hade aghal in bache soosoole birikhte bimaze ke man felan delam geroshe bargarde ghabl az inke dir beshe....

midunam nabayad ebhet begam chejuri yekario dorost koni man behet migam dorost she to rahesho entekhab mikoni chera ama nemizari ye bar rahesho man begam?

shayad chon avaleshop rahesho man entekhab kardam age intore hamasho az aval ta kahr khodet entekhab kon sdige

kalafe shodam be khodet ghasam

komakam kon khahesh mikonam harruz daram migam khoda khdoa fekr nakona,m bishtar az man kesi be yadet basheo bishtar az man kesi sedat kone fekram nakonam bishtar az man kesi enghad tahvil nagiri!!!!

hala khodet miduniii

entekhab baz ba  khodete ama adama vaghti baham dustan gah gahiam ye kari vase ham mikonan

hala to bia ye mohabati be in  bandeye haghir bokon.....

midunam ke enghad kuchikam ke duste to nemisham to kheyli bishtarrrrr az inayi ke bekhay ba man dust bashi ama vase m,an to kenare khoda budan behtarin dustami ke javabamo nemide vaghti bahash darde del mikonam dava mikonam aslan kollan javab nemide ama tanha dustiam hasti ke hichvaght faramnusham nemishe va hamishe ba tamame ina behtarin dustame!!!
khodetam khub miduni

hala in to va in zendegiye man!!!

آری! آن شب، ملکه حجاز در حالیکه خود را سفید بخت ترین عروس همه تاریخ می دانست از باشکوهترین سرای آن دیار به سوی خانه ای گلین گام بر می داشت؛ اما نه با شاهزادگان یمنی که با یتیمی فقیر نواز که اگر چه در زمین خاکی تاج و تختی نداشت اما عرش خدا در دستان او بود

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ravaniiiiiiiiii

khoda ro shokr asheghet nashodamm

age eshgh in vasat tu kar bud ke vaveylaaaaaaaa

 

to ham bivafa shodi aslan ahme bivafa va namardan hichkio dust nadarammm

kheyliam asabaniam

daram az tu mijooosham age inja budi kalato kande budam bavaret nemisheeeeeeeeee

aaaah

chera enghad man badbakhtam khoda?

akhe chera hichkas mano dust nadareh?

chera harki miad injuri mikone?????????? harki tu zendegiye man miad verletzenam mikone ah ah ah

hameja minevisam duset daram ama be khodet nemitunam begam mitarsdam age behet begam to ham bivafa beshi.....

When you' re standing beside me, it`s like sunshine running through my veins!Love

halam bade yejuriam mitarsam mitarsam dobareh ashegh sham man ke ta chand ruz pish fekr mikardam kontrole hamechi dastameeeeee emruz  enghadr ehsase zaaf mikonam  ta un ruz ke un smso behem dad na shayadam kheyli zudtarrrr un ruzi ke jeloye mashinam vaysad ya inke hata zudtar ya shayad dirtzar nemidunam key vali man fekr miakrdam ke kontrolle hamechi tu dastame az madrese raft fekr kardam vase hamishe rafteeeee ba inke shomarehamuno akharin lahze aval kardim va man emruz dobareh hamun dokhtarbacheye 17 saleam ke hich badi nadide avale zendegishe va hich tajrobeyi tu zendegish nadashte

egal hamechi egal

ya shahide karbala hossein kheyli vaghte ke be emama kari nadashtam kheyli vaghte hasrchi kahstam az khdoesh khastam vali indafe mikham ye vasete dashte basham balke be gushesh berese mahe moharame va hala tuye in mahe moharam azat mikhamm bishtar az harvaghte dige khahesh mikonammmm ke be do daste borideye abalfazlolabas baradaret javabesho bede javabesho bede tu hamin mahe moharam ke injuri mano azyat kard injjuri khast mano daghun kone javabesho bedin hamatun vaseteye in dele sukhteye man beshin ke injuriiiii daghunam kardan javabesho bedin  javabe un namarddddddd

migan harki tu zendegish ye ghesmati dare khob ghesmate manam ine dige

bazam sale jadide va tavalode man va baz ham man khoshhal nistam harsal inmoghe delam migire az tanhayim az badbakhtim az inhame talkhi ke tu zendegim hastttt hata mitarsam adadaro negah konam ke nakone ye vaght naborde basham va hamin hoffnunge kuchikam az dast bedam

kheyli tanham kheyliiiiiiii bipool va kheyli bikas

tavalodam hast va yek sal baz az zendegim gozasht va mna baz ham mibinam ke hamun noghteye hamishegi hastam tanha bipool badbakht

khoda jun rahmatet vase ki rafte ke man va amsale man bayad khoshhal bashan ke age nekbat gireshun naymade

harlahze shokret mikonaam midunam ke jure dige ham mitune biad mitunam tasadof konam yedafe falaj sham ya hala harchiiiiiiii

ama chera nemitune etefagh biofte yedafe chemidunam shansam bezane pooldar sham vase adami mese man ke mardom nemitunan dusesh dashte bashan shayad tanha rah vase ye zare khoshbakhti hamun pooldar budane juri ke betunam dust vase khodam bekharam va emshabi ke tavalodame mikham beram birun ghoseye vorudiye invaro unvaro nakhoram

shayad emshab ma hichja narim shayad konje khune beshinim va sal tahvil she aslan dige hichkudum vasam mohem nist hata hazeram bekhabam va sobh bidar sham va sal tahvil shode bashe va va vaaaaaaaaaaaa

asan dige nemidunam daram chi migam bebakhsh miram bekhabam

khune por az ranje sokute vaye delam tange golhaye baghche pishe cheshmam vay che birange gol tuye goldun baz dobareh dare mimire rahe nafas ro boghze bidade to migire ruzi be chashme to man behtarin budam asheghtarin budi asheghtarin budammmmmmmmmaz ashiune del kandano raftan ke asun nist dar sine eshghe taze parvardan ke aqsoon nist ruzi be chashme to man behtarin budam asheghtarin budi asheghtarin budammm

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be in migan eshghe talaiiii

vali man muham noghreyiye

sahmi nadaram az eshghhhhhhh dige bavaram shode ke man asan hichvaght kasi ashegham nemisheee

hichvaght nemifahmam chera duset dashtam chera hanuzam duset daram chera hanuz faramushet nakardam kheyli namardiye rafti ba un kasike daghighan noghteye zaafe man bud

nemibakhshamettttttt hichvaght

miduni....

salam rastiiii yejurayi shode inja gharargahe mano to.....

delam vasat kheyli tang shode bud:(

azat yekam komak mikham mikham azat javabe un namardayi ke engahd azyatam kardano bedi ke befahman eshtebah kardan baadamazat ye eshgh mikham albate eshgh na nemiduna yekesi ke az tanhayi daram biare khaheh mikonam:(

man ke midanam be donya etebari nist beyne margo adami gholo gharari nist nist man ke midanam ajal nakhande va bidargar sarzade miayado rahe farari nist nist pas chera pas chera ashegh nabasham?????????

babayi delam kheyli vasat tang shode:-(

ye rooz neveshti man kheyli saay kardam ta alan behet khianat nakonam ama nemidunam ta key taghat biaram

gofti man ye fahesheam ye faheshe hamishe faheshe mimune unmoghe nafahmidam chi migi hala vaghti negah mikonam be gozashte mifahmam hagh dashtiii azizam to goftio man nafahmidam ye faheshe dorost nemishe faheshe faheshe mimune....

yadet nare duset daram kheyli delam tange barat daro nadaramo begir male khodet male cheshat khorshido bardaro bia aftabi sho bekhateram gharamun yadet dir nakoni montazeram ghararemun yadet nare duset daram yadet nare...

ghararemun saate eshgh kenare delshure zadan kenare delvapasio tarse ye vaght nayumadan asheghamo asheghe to az hame divunetaram ghararemun yadet nare dir nakoni montazeramm

ghararemun kenare gol ke sarbezire atre tost tu chinchine damani ke hezar ta boghz ro mishe shost

hmmm harmoghe in ahango mishnavam yade un shab mioftam shabi ke hanuz duste khubam bud va kam kam bud dashtam mifahmidam ke behesh ehsas peyda kardam harchiziam fahmide bashe ye chizio nafahmid unam in  ke man vaghean dusesh dashtam

 

nemishnavi sedamoo nemibini negamo delam havatop karde chera nadari havamo mage dusam nadari? chera tanham mizari chera nemishnavi to sedaye geryehamo age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu mage dusam nadari? chera tanham mizari mage nemishnavi to sedaye geryehamo? age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu mage dusam nadari chera tanham mizari? mage nemishnavi to sedaye geryehamooooooooo

na dusam nadashti ke begi yadete dastamo ta vaghti residim tu dastat gerefti ke garm bemunan? ba ye dast dande avaz mikardi?

yadete unshab behet goftam key miri iran?gofti bayad beram ama beram mamanam baz gir mide zan begiram goftam khob boro ham zan begir ham vase man allooocheo lavashak biar gofti vaghean enghad barat bitafavote?????nemidunam chera ama az shabi ke raftim tavalode un dustemun az ham un shab ye ehsasi behem migoft ke doposet daram ba inke na az ghiafat khosham miumad na az hichit az ye taraf unchizio ke m ikhastam nabudi az ye taraf vaghti tu cheshat negah miakrdam ye ehsasi tum harekat mikard hichvaght fekr nemikardam inhame modat bedune to taghhat biaram

nemidunestam enghad ghavi mitunam basham baad az unhame be zamin khordan bazam boland sham bazam az sefr shuru konam kheyli ghaviam nemidunam khoda manio az chi sakhte?

fekr konam barakse hame ke beheshun ghodrate badani dade be man ghodrate badbakhtio sakhti keshidano zamin khrodan dade hamechio tu khodam mirizam neshun enmidam cheghad moshkel daram cheghad tanham hamash khodamo be harchizi ke mishe sargarm mikonam ki midune tu delam chi migzare?

ki midune ke hameye adamayi ke ye ruz dashtamo az dast dadam

hala ye ensane ghavi shodam ye sange moteharek ke sakhti mikeshe va edame mide va sakhti mikeshe va edame mide va saay mikone ye taghiri tu in zendegi bede

are ghavi shodam

kheyli ghaviiiiiiiii

enghadi ke

fekr konam hala halaha  dige natune chizi az pa dar biaratam

daram harruz ghavi va ghavitar misham yad migiram chejuri ba zendegi ba moshkelat kenar biam

merci khoda shayad be hame kheyli chiza bedi ama be kheyli adamaye kami mese man tajrobe midi va ghodrat ghodrati ke betune azamun ye adame bozorg besaze kam kam bozorg misham pele be pele ama ye ruzi donyaro fath mikonam zire dastam migiram va oparvaz mikonam

kam kam in kuhe bolando bala miram va ye ruz be gholeye in kuh soud mikonam harkari ro daram, emtehan mikonam hamechio kam kam daram emtehan mikonam ruzi ke be ghole beresam ghadre hamechio midunam hala vaghtesh reside ke begam hanuz hichi nemidunam!!!!

:-(

taghdim be khode khodeshhhh

dooset daram divooneh bavar kon man khubito mikham

 

 

ghose nakhor be yadesh dige tamume karesh didi khasto khodesh raft tio dige bikhialesh didi raftzo tanhat gozasht ba ye donya gham jat gozasht akhe un dige nemiad aslan tu dilash del nadasht un bivafa ghorureto shekasto raft un bikhoda mano gozasht ba ggham raha dele sange un bivafa dele man dele man dele man dele mannnnnn

hala be yadesh tako tanha man neshastam ba in ghamha be yade un ruz  mikhunam az tahe delam tu in shabha un ke be man migoft ke mimune kenare man ta hamishe migoft hichi nemitune baese jodayimun she dele man dele man dele man dele man dele mannnnn :-(

elahi ke khoshbakht beshe ine doaye man barashhhhhh shayad khejalat bekeshe un dele sange bivafashhhhh  

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