emruz yeki az barham saboktar shod hade aghal yezare saboktar

azat khahesh mikonam movazebe rabetamo zendegim bash komakam kon tanha omidam faghat khodetiiiiiiiiii

mamnunam azat kheyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyli ziad kheyli vaghte ke halam behtar shodeeeeeeeeee komakam kon behtar az inam beshe halam tanha omidam khodeti kheyli duset daram azat komak hamishe hameja mikham to hameyeeeeeeeeeeee omidamiiiiiiiiiiiii khodaye khubam

ghablana delam khosh bud be ye ahang be ye sheer be ye lebas be ye party be yechizi belakhare hala chi?????????

hata zoghe endakhtane sofreye 7sine eyd ya gereftane jashne tavalod ya hata tabrik goftan be kesi ya hata music gush dadan hichiiiiiooooooooo zoghesho nadaram dalili vase kheyli chiza dige nemibinam az karaye khodam khejalat mikesham vaghti kheyli rahat harf mizanam badesh kheyli zud badam miad age be man bud raftaram juri bud ke hata ye adamam baham dust nemishod ama rahe dorosto nemidunam kudume hata alan  nemidunam dust dashtan behtare ya inke nadashtan???????????

rahat budan ya kontrolshode budan`?????????

dusttdashtani budan ya nabudan? age be man bud arezum hamun namaryi budan mibud va faghat hamin!!!

salammmmm

umadam dobareh bahat dardo del midunam khodetam tamame modat mibini va shahediiii nemidunam chi kar konam rahe chararo behem neshun bede salamate ruham dar khatare mibini ke daram divune mishammmmm hata yek ruz bikhatar nemigzare yekruz bedune fekro zekre gozashte yek ruz bedune yadavariye hamechizayi ke dige nemitunam taghireshun bedam vali daran ruhamo azar midan

durugh be kasi ke dusesh daram va ye vojdane narahat ke dare azaram mide be ghadri ke khodetam miduni khaste shodam hamechi azyatam mikone hata be fekre raftanam arezum bud mitunestam beram ye jaye jadid yeja ke hichkas nashnasanam

ya inke azash joda shodam vali ta key farar az vagheyat az vagheyati ke dar asl male khodame ama majburam ba kheylia sharik besham vali azaram mide

khodaye khubam khoda junam khodet mibni ke dar azabam to bebakhsh komak kon khopdamam betunam bebakhsham vali faramush nakonam vali dige enghad gozashteha azabam nade azat shafaye ruh mikham hes mikonam ke ghashang marizam vali nemidunam chi kar konam komakam kon azat komak mikham azat mikham ke azam chizayi kE tarse az dast dadaneshuno daram azam nagiri behem aramesh bedi va faaghat azat hamino mikham aramesh va salamate rooh ruhi ke hes mikone dige dare zire bare in  azab az pa dar miad

duset daram va hamishe dashtam komakam kon azat khahaesh mikonam:-((

havas kardam vasat benevisam nemidunam chera harmoghe inja miam yade bedehkariam mioftam engari inam kheslate adamast ke ta vaghti ke yadet mikonan yade badbakhtiashun mioftan ama man shokret mikonam

man shokret mikonam vase hamechi ke behem dadi zendegimo behtar kardi khub kardi kheyliiiiiiiiiiiii khubbbbb

are gah gahi moshkelat hastan vase harkasi pish miad mohem nist ke mohem chize digast mohem eshghe mohem khubiye mohem movafaghiat mohem 70 % vaghte zendegiye!!!

un 30 % moshkelat vase hame hast age 70% zendegiye adam khub bashe kke tu zendegiye man hata 80 % hast ensan ensane khoshbakhtiye va man hamun  ensane khoshbakhtam ke azat tashakor mikonam shokret mikonam va midunam tuye un 20-30% moshkelat to hasti kenaram pisham  mano dar aghushe khodet gerefti va nmeizari ke az pa dar biam ya inke rahe khoshbakhti nabashe dooset daram asheghetam kheyli ziad

salam azizam 

 are bazam darde delam gerefte bebin be khodet ghasam to dige sarzanesham nakon agha man bimarefat man bad hamunjuri ke kheyli az adamat mano mibinan ama to na!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emruz diruz pariruz 3 ruze vahshatnak poshte ham 

bavaram nemishod ke behtarin dustam injuri harchi az dahanesh dar miad behem bege ruye zakhmi dast bezare ke ba 10000 badbakhti daram say mikonam sarpushesh konam biado rush namaki bepache ke atisham bezane dige hichvaght nemitunam dusesh dashte basham kari kard ke delamo atish zad to shahed!!!!

un duste badbakhtemunam ke angoshtesh shikast ye badbakhtiiii

inam az bakhte siahe man ba in marizia ke unam be junam oftade gofte basham be khodet ghasam age be suratam berese khodamo mikosham taghate inyekio nadaram khodetam shahed!!!!

delam vasat tang shode kheyli tanham albate inyeki rabti be unyeki nadare asan nemidunam nemidunam chera bahat harf mizanam to az hamechim khabar dari nemikham ria bashe asan hichi nemigam vali bavar kon duset daram na be khatere komak na be khatere chizi be khatere vojudet hamuntori ke mitunam babamo bedun e poolash dusesh dashte basham albate eshghe be to koja baba koja ama bedun kheyli delam vasat tang shodeha bimarefattttttttttttt!!!!!!

kojayiiiiiiiiiii????????????????????

chandruze asan dige be fekram nistiiiiiiii faramusham kardiiiiiiii nakone to ham fekr mikoni kelasam ziad shode?????? ya inke khodamo migiram???????????

kash ye ensan tu in donya mano mifahmid bedune inke majbur basham barash chizio tozih bedam untori ke to mano mifahmi mibini ba tamame in sedaha ba tamame naarumiha kash yeki mifahmid cheghadr marizam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cheghadr badbakhtam va cheghadr tanha va tarsuuuuuu

ki midune tuye maghzo dele man chi migzare ye ruze khosh nadaram sobh ta shabam ba tars az hamechi mitarsam chand bar akhe arezuye marg khaste shodam az tarsidan chi kar konam ya mano bebar ya in tarso az delam birun kon  age avalio koni ke chakretam:-(

komakam kon azat mikham harmoghe inja vasat neveshtam rumo pas nazadi halamo nagereftiiiiiiii komakam kon khahesh mikonam komakam kon az in vaziat dar biam zemnan yekam aghlam be un dustemun ata kon dare gand mizane be harchi dare be odnbale unchizayi ke nadare va shayad be dast biare:-(

chakero mokhleset bibi

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حیرت و بغض تو تکرار کنان 
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و من اندیشه کنان غرق در این پندارم 
که چه می شد اگر باغچه خانه ما سیب نداش

hamechi aroome man cheghad khoshhalammmm

miduni chera???????????? chon ke toro daram

age hame ham bad bashan hame ham zalem bashan hame ham namard bashan bazam to hastiiiiiiii

miduni in duste jadidam kheyli az to harf mizane kheyli be khiale khodesh batoeeee

nemidunam shayadm hamintore ama hanuzam fekr mikonam eshghe mano nadare doroste gah gahi yadam mire biam bahat harf bezanam be khodet ghasam miduni ke az ghasd nist gah gahi mashghalam ziade chi daram migam khodet behtar az hame miduni ama harmoghe azat harf mizanam gol az golam mishkofe chon midunam va ta takbireo ghoror be hame migam ke chi fekr mikonin man nesfe karaye shomaram shayad nakonam ama enghad asheghesham ke khdoesh midune tahe tahe delamam shode ye shami hast ke faghat be eshghe khodesh susu mikone

delam vasat tang shode baram vaght nemizaran tanham nemizaran ke bahat khalvat konam  mibini alanam maman umad ama bedun asheghetam asheghetammmmmm asheghet budamo mimunammmm insdafe na migam komakam kon na hichi chon faghat neveshtam chon delam goft delam khast ke barat benevisam va hamino bass hamash  fekr mikonam nakone baz azat chizi mikham ke injuri yadet kardam vali nemidunam khodet az dlam behtar khabar dari age in neveshtehamam riaye ensaniye khodet be bozorgit bebakhsh are na riast chon man chizi mikhastam ke neveshtam age be delam bargardam mibinam  refaghate gfhadimimo bahat mikhammmmm albate kheyli kamtar az iniam ke bekham azattttt refaghat bekham ama hamishe tahe tahe delamam bavar dashtam ke tuye inn bandeye kuchik shayad yechizi mibini ke delesho garm mikoni az vojudetttt duset daram behem garmaye vojudeto bede behem eshgh bede eshghe khodetooo emruz na pool mikham na eshghe zamini na dust na hich chiz emrz faghat toro mikhammm delamo garm kon vojudamo por az khodet kon yadam biar hamishe budanetoooooo nazar azat ghafel basham midunam vazifeye mane ke ghjafel nabasham ama khodet mano behtar az khodam khodamo mishnasi delam vasat tang shode az dishab ke ba dustam azat harf zadam didam az eshghi daram harf mizanam ke behesh bivafayi kardam eshghi ke dige harf zadan azash behem un garmaro nemide ke ghablan midad chon bivafayi kardammm mikham hamun bandeye ghadimet bashambedune ghorur bedune hich ehsase balayi hamun bandeye kuchik dokhtar kuchiki ke jaye khaliye yek pedaro ba vojude to por kard

va hanuzam arezush negahete vojudete va ehsas kardanete

duset daram imanamo mikham eshghmo mikham toro  mikham garmaye vojudeto mikhaqm man faghat toro mikham dobareh ehsas konamm  

bandeye nachizettttttt dokhtar kuchuluye tanha

salam azizam

khoda jun bebakhsh mano baham ghahr nakon baham ghahri halam ine midunam

age to baham ashti bashi intori nemishe 

man hata age gah gahiam yadam bere mese hame bandeha ke tu khoshia yadeshun mire azat shokr konan bahat harf bezanan ama bandatam duset daram khodetam miduni toro be khodet bia ba in bandat ashti kon indafaro mano bebakhsh....

ruye har peleh ke bashi khoda ye peleh az to balatare na be khatere in ke khodast be khatere in ke dasteto begire

yek ensan ba 1000 ta chehreye motefavet mesle hame... be ghole siavash: MA hamamun mesle hamim sobha ke az khab pa mishim neghab be surat mizanim yeki moalem misheo yeki mishe khunebedush yeki taranesaz mishe yeki mishe ghazalfurush kohne neghabe zendegi ta shab ru surathaye mast geryehaye poshte neghab mesle hamishe bisedast.... yek ruz mehrabunam yek ruz badjens vase yeki dust vase yeki doshman shayad ýek ruz daste ye gharibaro begiram na az soghut nejat bedam shayadam yek ruz yek ashenaro be soghut vadar konam yek ruz be fekre khodamam yek ruz be fekre ensan budan mesle hame yek ruz sheer minevisam ketab mikhunam yek ruz ketab misuzunam be shaer mikhandam yek ruz pake pak va bigonah mesle ye fereshte ke az behesht umade ye ruz mesle sheytan ke hamishe tu jahanam zendegi karde khodam nafahmidam kiam nemitunaM BEGam mehrabunam chon hamishe nistam nemitunam begam duste khubiam chon hamishe nistam nemitunam begam dustdashtaniam chon hamishe nistam khodamam hanuz nafahmidam kudume in neghaba neghabe asliye mane!!! kudum manam kudum yek sheytan va kudum yek fereshteh?

 تو مرا میفهمی ؛ من تو را میخواهم

  و همین ساده ترین قصه یک انسان است!

                      تو مرا می خوانی

  من تو را ناب ترین شعر زمان میدانم و تو هم میدانی

                   تا ابد در دل من میمانی...! 

fekr konam inja ke vasat minevisam hade aghal vaght mikoni ke bekhunish are miduni ke khdoeto migam miduniam ke cheghadr khasteam cheghadram shakiam cheghadram tanham nemituni ye kari bokoni kle bargarde??
khahesh mikonam ye  mojeze tu zendegim baram biar ye mojezeye vagheyi ye mojezeye khub ke zendegimo taghir bede

mamanamam mige pahamo khub kon bipoolam hast pool behesh bede narahatam hast khune ham nadare kheyliam negarane mane albaate jomleye akharo khodam goftam ke khdoesham alan goft hahaha

are khoda joon kheyli shakiam khodetam miduniiii cheghad delam gerefteee az hamechio hameja khasteam khahesh mikonam hade aghal in bache soosoole birikhte bimaze ke man felan delam geroshe bargarde ghabl az inke dir beshe....

midunam nabayad ebhet begam chejuri yekario dorost koni man behet migam dorost she to rahesho entekhab mikoni chera ama nemizari ye bar rahesho man begam?

shayad chon avaleshop rahesho man entekhab kardam age intore hamasho az aval ta kahr khodet entekhab kon sdige

kalafe shodam be khodet ghasam

komakam kon khahesh mikonam harruz daram migam khoda khdoa fekr nakona,m bishtar az man kesi be yadet basheo bishtar az man kesi sedat kone fekram nakonam bishtar az man kesi enghad tahvil nagiri!!!!

hala khodet miduniii

entekhab baz ba  khodete ama adama vaghti baham dustan gah gahiam ye kari vase ham mikonan

hala to bia ye mohabati be in  bandeye haghir bokon.....

midunam ke enghad kuchikam ke duste to nemisham to kheyli bishtarrrrr az inayi ke bekhay ba man dust bashi ama vase m,an to kenare khoda budan behtarin dustami ke javabamo nemide vaghti bahash darde del mikonam dava mikonam aslan kollan javab nemide ama tanha dustiam hasti ke hichvaght faramnusham nemishe va hamishe ba tamame ina behtarin dustame!!!
khodetam khub miduni

hala in to va in zendegiye man!!!

آری! آن شب، ملکه حجاز در حالیکه خود را سفید بخت ترین عروس همه تاریخ می دانست از باشکوهترین سرای آن دیار به سوی خانه ای گلین گام بر می داشت؛ اما نه با شاهزادگان یمنی که با یتیمی فقیر نواز که اگر چه در زمین خاکی تاج و تختی نداشت اما عرش خدا در دستان او بود

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ravaniiiiiiiiii

khoda ro shokr asheghet nashodamm

age eshgh in vasat tu kar bud ke vaveylaaaaaaaa

 

to ham bivafa shodi aslan ahme bivafa va namardan hichkio dust nadarammm

kheyliam asabaniam

daram az tu mijooosham age inja budi kalato kande budam bavaret nemisheeeeeeeeee

aaaah

chera enghad man badbakhtam khoda?

akhe chera hichkas mano dust nadareh?

chera harki miad injuri mikone?????????? harki tu zendegiye man miad verletzenam mikone ah ah ah

hameja minevisam duset daram ama be khodet nemitunam begam mitarsdam age behet begam to ham bivafa beshi.....

When you' re standing beside me, it`s like sunshine running through my veins!Love

halam bade yejuriam mitarsam mitarsam dobareh ashegh sham man ke ta chand ruz pish fekr mikardam kontrole hamechi dastameeeeee emruz  enghadr ehsase zaaf mikonam  ta un ruz ke un smso behem dad na shayadam kheyli zudtarrrr un ruzi ke jeloye mashinam vaysad ya inke hata zudtar ya shayad dirtzar nemidunam key vali man fekr miakrdam ke kontrolle hamechi tu dastame az madrese raft fekr kardam vase hamishe rafteeeee ba inke shomarehamuno akharin lahze aval kardim va man emruz dobareh hamun dokhtarbacheye 17 saleam ke hich badi nadide avale zendegishe va hich tajrobeyi tu zendegish nadashte

egal hamechi egal

ya shahide karbala hossein kheyli vaghte ke be emama kari nadashtam kheyli vaghte hasrchi kahstam az khdoesh khastam vali indafe mikham ye vasete dashte basham balke be gushesh berese mahe moharame va hala tuye in mahe moharam azat mikhamm bishtar az harvaghte dige khahesh mikonammmm ke be do daste borideye abalfazlolabas baradaret javabesho bede javabesho bede tu hamin mahe moharam ke injuri mano azyat kard injjuri khast mano daghun kone javabesho bedin hamatun vaseteye in dele sukhteye man beshin ke injuriiiii daghunam kardan javabesho bedin  javabe un namarddddddd

migan harki tu zendegish ye ghesmati dare khob ghesmate manam ine dige

bazam sale jadide va tavalode man va baz ham man khoshhal nistam harsal inmoghe delam migire az tanhayim az badbakhtim az inhame talkhi ke tu zendegim hastttt hata mitarsam adadaro negah konam ke nakone ye vaght naborde basham va hamin hoffnunge kuchikam az dast bedam

kheyli tanham kheyliiiiiiii bipool va kheyli bikas

tavalodam hast va yek sal baz az zendegim gozasht va mna baz ham mibinam ke hamun noghteye hamishegi hastam tanha bipool badbakht

khoda jun rahmatet vase ki rafte ke man va amsale man bayad khoshhal bashan ke age nekbat gireshun naymade

harlahze shokret mikonaam midunam ke jure dige ham mitune biad mitunam tasadof konam yedafe falaj sham ya hala harchiiiiiiii

ama chera nemitune etefagh biofte yedafe chemidunam shansam bezane pooldar sham vase adami mese man ke mardom nemitunan dusesh dashte bashan shayad tanha rah vase ye zare khoshbakhti hamun pooldar budane juri ke betunam dust vase khodam bekharam va emshabi ke tavalodame mikham beram birun ghoseye vorudiye invaro unvaro nakhoram

shayad emshab ma hichja narim shayad konje khune beshinim va sal tahvil she aslan dige hichkudum vasam mohem nist hata hazeram bekhabam va sobh bidar sham va sal tahvil shode bashe va va vaaaaaaaaaaaa

asan dige nemidunam daram chi migam bebakhsh miram bekhabam

khune por az ranje sokute vaye delam tange golhaye baghche pishe cheshmam vay che birange gol tuye goldun baz dobareh dare mimire rahe nafas ro boghze bidade to migire ruzi be chashme to man behtarin budam asheghtarin budi asheghtarin budammmmmmmmmaz ashiune del kandano raftan ke asun nist dar sine eshghe taze parvardan ke aqsoon nist ruzi be chashme to man behtarin budam asheghtarin budi asheghtarin budammm

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be in migan eshghe talaiiii

vali man muham noghreyiye

sahmi nadaram az eshghhhhhhh dige bavaram shode ke man asan hichvaght kasi ashegham nemisheee

hichvaght nemifahmam chera duset dashtam chera hanuzam duset daram chera hanuz faramushet nakardam kheyli namardiye rafti ba un kasike daghighan noghteye zaafe man bud

nemibakhshamettttttt hichvaght

miduni....

salam rastiiii yejurayi shode inja gharargahe mano to.....

delam vasat kheyli tang shode bud:(

azat yekam komak mikham mikham azat javabe un namardayi ke engahd azyatam kardano bedi ke befahman eshtebah kardan baadamazat ye eshgh mikham albate eshgh na nemiduna yekesi ke az tanhayi daram biare khaheh mikonam:(

man ke midanam be donya etebari nist beyne margo adami gholo gharari nist nist man ke midanam ajal nakhande va bidargar sarzade miayado rahe farari nist nist pas chera pas chera ashegh nabasham?????????

babayi delam kheyli vasat tang shode:-(