man ke midanam be donya etebari nist beyne margo adami gholo gharari nist nist man ke midanam ajal nakhande va bidargar sarzade miayado rahe farari nist nist pas chera pas chera ashegh nabasham?????????

babayi delam kheyli vasat tang shode:-(

ye rooz neveshti man kheyli saay kardam ta alan behet khianat nakonam ama nemidunam ta key taghat biaram

gofti man ye fahesheam ye faheshe hamishe faheshe mimune unmoghe nafahmidam chi migi hala vaghti negah mikonam be gozashte mifahmam hagh dashtiii azizam to goftio man nafahmidam ye faheshe dorost nemishe faheshe faheshe mimune....

yadet nare duset daram kheyli delam tange barat daro nadaramo begir male khodet male cheshat khorshido bardaro bia aftabi sho bekhateram gharamun yadet dir nakoni montazeram ghararemun yadet nare duset daram yadet nare...

ghararemun saate eshgh kenare delshure zadan kenare delvapasio tarse ye vaght nayumadan asheghamo asheghe to az hame divunetaram ghararemun yadet nare dir nakoni montazeramm

ghararemun kenare gol ke sarbezire atre tost tu chinchine damani ke hezar ta boghz ro mishe shost

hmmm harmoghe in ahango mishnavam yade un shab mioftam shabi ke hanuz duste khubam bud va kam kam bud dashtam mifahmidam ke behesh ehsas peyda kardam harchiziam fahmide bashe ye chizio nafahmid unam in  ke man vaghean dusesh dashtam

 

nemishnavi sedamoo nemibini negamo delam havatop karde chera nadari havamo mage dusam nadari? chera tanham mizari chera nemishnavi to sedaye geryehamo age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu mage dusam nadari? chera tanham mizari mage nemishnavi to sedaye geryehamo? age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu age mano dusam dari hamin hala hala begu mage dusam nadari chera tanham mizari? mage nemishnavi to sedaye geryehamooooooooo

na dusam nadashti ke begi yadete dastamo ta vaghti residim tu dastat gerefti ke garm bemunan? ba ye dast dande avaz mikardi?

yadete unshab behet goftam key miri iran?gofti bayad beram ama beram mamanam baz gir mide zan begiram goftam khob boro ham zan begir ham vase man allooocheo lavashak biar gofti vaghean enghad barat bitafavote?????nemidunam chera ama az shabi ke raftim tavalode un dustemun az ham un shab ye ehsasi behem migoft ke doposet daram ba inke na az ghiafat khosham miumad na az hichit az ye taraf unchizio ke m ikhastam nabudi az ye taraf vaghti tu cheshat negah miakrdam ye ehsasi tum harekat mikard hichvaght fekr nemikardam inhame modat bedune to taghhat biaram

nemidunestam enghad ghavi mitunam basham baad az unhame be zamin khordan bazam boland sham bazam az sefr shuru konam kheyli ghaviam nemidunam khoda manio az chi sakhte?

fekr konam barakse hame ke beheshun ghodrate badani dade be man ghodrate badbakhtio sakhti keshidano zamin khrodan dade hamechio tu khodam mirizam neshun enmidam cheghad moshkel daram cheghad tanham hamash khodamo be harchizi ke mishe sargarm mikonam ki midune tu delam chi migzare?

ki midune ke hameye adamayi ke ye ruz dashtamo az dast dadam

hala ye ensane ghavi shodam ye sange moteharek ke sakhti mikeshe va edame mide va sakhti mikeshe va edame mide va saay mikone ye taghiri tu in zendegi bede

are ghavi shodam

kheyli ghaviiiiiiiii

enghadi ke

fekr konam hala halaha  dige natune chizi az pa dar biaratam

daram harruz ghavi va ghavitar misham yad migiram chejuri ba zendegi ba moshkelat kenar biam

merci khoda shayad be hame kheyli chiza bedi ama be kheyli adamaye kami mese man tajrobe midi va ghodrat ghodrati ke betune azamun ye adame bozorg besaze kam kam bozorg misham pele be pele ama ye ruzi donyaro fath mikonam zire dastam migiram va oparvaz mikonam

kam kam in kuhe bolando bala miram va ye ruz be gholeye in kuh soud mikonam harkari ro daram, emtehan mikonam hamechio kam kam daram emtehan mikonam ruzi ke be ghole beresam ghadre hamechio midunam hala vaghtesh reside ke begam hanuz hichi nemidunam!!!!

:-(

taghdim be khode khodeshhhh

dooset daram divooneh bavar kon man khubito mikham

 

 

ghose nakhor be yadesh dige tamume karesh didi khasto khodesh raft tio dige bikhialesh didi raftzo tanhat gozasht ba ye donya gham jat gozasht akhe un dige nemiad aslan tu dilash del nadasht un bivafa ghorureto shekasto raft un bikhoda mano gozasht ba ggham raha dele sange un bivafa dele man dele man dele man dele mannnnnn

hala be yadesh tako tanha man neshastam ba in ghamha be yade un ruz  mikhunam az tahe delam tu in shabha un ke be man migoft ke mimune kenare man ta hamishe migoft hichi nemitune baese jodayimun she dele man dele man dele man dele man dele mannnnn :-(

elahi ke khoshbakht beshe ine doaye man barashhhhhh shayad khejalat bekeshe un dele sange bivafashhhhh